Yes for once I am going to ramble about my life for a few minutes!
I was waiting for my computer to reboot, so I decided to go look out the window. Looking out the window at the sun rising, I realized something. I realized that no matter where you are life can get bad and depressing. I have always believed that when I a depressed or sad it was because where I live, but its not. I realized it was something else, not sure what that is because it is gone now.
I don’t know what the point of this blog is, I guess I need to work out what in my mind in another way than thinking to myself.
I am up because I sleep all day yesterday, my boyfriend is sleeping in the bedroom and all I want is for him to wake up soon so I can rush to him, kiss him, and show him how much I love him. I guess I am just happy because I have a great man, and no matter what I truly believe he will always be there for me. He was there for me when I was stressed, when I quite my job, when I was in the hospital, now that I’m unemployed, not going to college because my car died. I don’t know all I can do is smile. Maybe, just maybe the key to happiness is love… Since the first time I meet my boyfriend I have been so happy, nothing can bring me down, all I do is think of him and I smile. Right now my face has the biggest smile my face can handle without breaking because I am think and writing about him. He really needs to wake up soon because I need to look into his eyes and smile. He will give the usually what, why are you smiling like your crazy look, and I will be like because of you. You make me so happy.
Before I finish I would like to ask a question. When you are in a relationship and are truly happy is it abnormal to listen to a sad song and smile? Maybe it’s because you life is the opposite of the song. It could also be its a great song, great beat, and it’s your favorite group. I am going to think it’s because of love!




